I am not capable of
writing what I want to say about this. Some would tell me, “Then don’t try. Leave your thoughts and feelings to yourself..” But I’m not “many”. I am me. And I’m always
willing to try to express in words what matters most to me.
This morning I happened into a documentary called 100 Years:
The St. Olaf Choir in Norway. The production touched me deeply. I maintained either a lump in my throat or
tears in my eyes for the entire documentary.
I can’t say in a literal way that it’s “the story of my life” because
there was my birth and the first nineteen years in Enterprise, Alabama. But the presentation is for sure the story of
my vocational life and my emotional life.
And that’s what touched me.
St. Olaf College was founded in Northfield, Minnesota by
Norwegian-American immigrants in 1874.
Then in 1912, F. Melius Christiansen, another Norwegian immigrant, formed the now world-renowned St.
Olaf Choir. The next year, in 1913, he
took his choir back to Norway to visit and to perform. Five years ago the choir
returned to Norway to celebrate the 100th anniversary of that tour. From that
experience the school also created the
documentary film I watched this morning.
In 1973, upon graduation from the Enterprise State Junior
College, I intended to transfer to Auburn University. But because of a choir, I instead found
myself at Samford University in Birmingham. The A Cappella Choir would become
my musical and emotional home for the next three years. There was that other
home in Jasper, Alabama, but that’s
another story. One of the highlights of
my three years in this choir was a trip to Norway in the summer of 1975. The fjord cruise was without a doubt my most significant experience in beauty. The surrounding snow-capped peaks reflected into the blue-green waters creating the illusion that the river was a deep as the mountains were high. I take myself there in meditation quite often. Another highlight was, when in the spring of
1976, the St. Olaf Choir visited Samford and performed in the Leslie Wright
Fine Arts Center. As good as the Samford Choir was, I knew that I was in the
presence of greatness. The music was extraordinary. I knew that we only
approached the sounds coming out of this
choir.
In 1976 after
graduation I married a girl in the Samford Choir and the next year we moved to Louisville, Kentucky for me to continue my
education. Upon graduation in 1979, I accepted a position on a church staff in
Rossville, Georgia. Four years later during a time of deep depression and discouragement,
I resigned. I spent three frustrating years as a real estate agent. Then I passed the Series 7 exam and
affiliated with IDS Financial Services whose home was in Minneapolis,
Minnesota. On the plane to Minnesota, I carried a thought that became a prayer. “I want
to meet someone in this organization who will tell me that his affiliation with
this company is an important part of his personal faith”. I met that man. He even
invited me to choir rehearsal at his church, the Colonial Church in Edina,
Minnesota. Of all things, I met a woman in
that choir who grew up in the church where I was on staff in Signal Mountain,
Tennessee. The next Sunday at church in Edina, Minnesota, I met her parents who
were founding members of the Signal Mountain Baptist Church. I also enjoyed a
peak spiritual experience during the communion that followed the service.
Four years later I returned to Minneapolis as a trainer at
IDS’s new multi-million dollar facility in Chaska. Besides being a workshop
leader, in true Minneapolis fashion, I attended a professional hockey game at
the Target Center and shopped at the Mall of America. I don’t remember anything
about the training that I provided, but I remember a lot about the Mall of
America. It’s like the retail equivalent to Disney World. There’s a roller
coaster inside the three story mall!
So what about that documentary touched me so deeply? It was
how the Minnesota-Norway connections of that college intersected my own Minnesota-Norway experience. And how
the music of the St. Olaf Choir intersected the music of my own Samford
University A Cappella Choir. There I I sang much of the music I heard this
morning. I knew it by heart.
While I was on staff of that church in Rossville, Georgia,
the church provided a house for us just a few
blocks from the church. For the
last thirty five years, we have lived within five miles of that house. We've lived thirty two of those years in the same house. So now
you can understand how this documentary is a significant part of “the story of
my life”. Now you can understand how Minnesota and Norway have become such important parts of me. The song I was looking for when I found this documentary was O Day Full of Grace by F. Melius Christiansen.. It was my favorite piece during my three years at Samford. As I listened to the St. Olaf Choir singing a song composed by its founder, I was flooded with remembrance.
It has been raining a slow, gentle rain since yesterday and it's still raining now. And I have nowhere to be till Tuesday morning. It's a day full of grace, indeed.
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